Dust and Stars - 1992 | Chapter 129 | Negative Five and the Scale | English
The bench outside the Academic Affairs Office was made of sheet metal, its surface coated with a thin layer of condensation. Lin C
Chapter 129: Negative Five and the Scale
The bench outside the Academic Affairs Office was made of sheet metal, its surface coated with a thin layer of condensation. Lin Chen sat at the very edge, his back pressed against the wall. His left foot dangled, the sole hovering half an inch above the floor to avoid any unnecessary friction. The ledger lay open on his knees, his pen tip hovering over the "Stamped" column.
The line moved slowly. Ahead of him were three boys handing in applications for a physical education exam exemption, quietly discussing the afternoon basketball game. When it was his turn, the clerk behind the window glanced at the digital clock on the wall, then at the form he slid through. "Homeroom teacher signed? What about the grade-level director?"
"Lao Zhou said to get the Academic Affairs stamp first, then make up the grade-level one later," Lin Chen replied, his voice steady.
The clerk frowned, pulling a thick registration log from the drawer. "Wednesday's mock exam. Deferred exam applications require a special approval process. A homeroom teacher's signature isn't enough. It needs the Academic Affairs director's signature, then submission to the vice principal in charge. Wait a moment. The director went to a municipal meeting and won't be back until this afternoon."
Lin Chen said nothing. He checked the time: 10:12 AM. Eight more minutes had slipped away from his recalculated timeline. He couldn't wait. Waiting would break his afternoon review schedule, delay his evening error-correction session. Once the chain reaction started, the entire rhythm of senior year would unravel.
He pulled another sheet of paper from his backpack's side pocket. It was the Implementation Rules for Special Deferred Exams in Senior Year Mock Unified Tests, downloaded and printed from the Municipal Education Bureau's website the night before. He flipped to Article 7, highlighted in fluorescent marker: "In cases of unavoidable conflicts such as provincial university autonomous enrollment verification, with dual confirmation from the homeroom teacher and the Academic Affairs Office, provisional filing may be granted. The school-level approval form must be submitted within forty-eight hours after verification concludes." He slid the paper through the window. "Teacher, according to Article 7 of the municipal bureau's document, provisional filing is allowed. I'll bring the verification materials back on Wednesday to complete the stamping. Here are the original and a copy."
The clerk took the document, scanned it twice. Said nothing more. Picked up the official seal, breathed on it, and pressed it down firmly. "Keep the filing receipt safe. Don't miss the afternoon exam. Absences are recorded as zero. The system doesn't recognize personal favors."
The red ink bled into the paper, the edges slightly blurred but clear enough. Lin Chen accepted it with both hands. Checked off the "Stamped" column in his ledger. Balance: -4.2 RMB. Time margin: negative five.
Back in the corridor. He leaned against the wall, spreading out the A4 route map again. The five-minute deficit had to be carved out from other segments. The provincial university verification process was estimated at forty minutes. If there was a queue, it could stretch to fifty. He couldn't gamble. He crossed out "Walk to Provincial University of Technology: 35 minutes" and replaced it with "After exiting the passenger station, take Bus Route 3 to the South Gate of the University of Technology: 22 minutes. Walk 8 minutes after disembarking." The bus was faster than walking, but required a one-yuan fare. He patted his pocket. Coins: 0.5 RMB. Bills: none. Deficit: 0.5 RMB.
He turned toward the stairs. The boiler room was on the west side of the first floor. He found Master Wang from the logistics department and handed him half an unopened pack of "Red Plum" cigarettes. Lao Zhou had slipped them to him yesterday; he hadn't had the heart to smoke them.
"Uncle Wang, could I borrow a monthly bus pass for Wednesday morning? Or just swipe it for me once. I'll return it this afternoon."
Master Wang held a cigarette in his mouth, sizing him up. "Your leg's swollen like that, and you're still running around?"
"Provincial University verification. Miss the mock exam, get a zero. Go to the verification, might make it to a second-tier university. I've run the numbers. Going is worth it."
Master Wang didn't ask further. He fished a yellowed bus card from a drawer and tossed it on the table. "Password is six zeros. Don't lose it. Drop it at the guardhouse after you use it."
Lin Chen took it. Recorded in his ledger: Transportation cost: 0 RMB (physical offset/credit loan). He closed the book. Next step: return to the classroom. Next step: bandage the foot. Next step: fill the five-minute deficit, inch by inch, with footsteps and willpower.
9:00 PM. The coal stove in the boiler room had gone out, leaving only dark red ash. Lin Chen sat on the edge of his bed, unwrapping the gauze. The skin on the back of his left foot had darkened, the swollen area gleaming with an unnatural sheen. Dried exudate had formed a pale yellow, hard scab. He dabbed at it carefully with an iodine-soaked cotton swab. The stinging pain crawled up his nerves; he bit his lower lip, making no sound. After cleaning it, he applied fresh gauze and secured it with medical tape. He wrapped it tightly, almost cutting into the flesh. Tighter restricted joint movement and reduced friction. A little more pain kept him alert.
He opened his error notebook. Not to solve problems. To review. He broke Wednesday's itinerary down into twenty-three action nodes. Wake up, wash, bandage, leave, wait for bus, board, transfer, verify, submit forms, return, enter station, disembark, walk, enter exam hall, receive papers, answer... Each node had a pre-allocated error margin, precise to the second. He closed the book. Turned off the light. Lay down.
In the dark, only the sound of breathing remained. His left foot throbbed faintly. He closed his eyes and ran through the entire sequence in his head. No surprises. Only execution.
5:00 AM. The alarm didn't ring. He woke up early. Outside was still pitch black. He sat up, put on his shoes. Sliding his left foot in, the tape rubbed against his skin, sending a dull ache through him. He laced his shoes tight. Slung on his backpack. Checked: ID card, exam admission ticket, deferred exam filing receipt, provincial university document folder, bus card, half a bottle of water, two compressed biscuits. All accounted for.
He pushed the door open. The morning fog was thicker than yesterday. The air was damp and cold. He stepped forward. First step: left foot lands, sharp pain. Second step: adaptation. Third step: rhythm stabilizes. He followed the familiar dirt path toward the town's passenger station. His soles crunched over gravel, making a fine, crisp sound.
6:25 AM. He arrived at the passenger station. The ticket windows weren't open yet. The waiting room was lit by harsh fluorescent lights. A few early-rising migrant workers squatted on the floor, smoking. He found a corner and sat down, hugging his backpack to his chest.
6:35 AM. The broadcast crackled. "The early morning minibus to the provincial capital has been delayed to 6:40 due to vehicle maintenance. Please board in an orderly manner."
Lin Chen looked down at his watch. The second hand ticked. 6:40 sharp. The doors opened. He stood up. Stepped forward with his left foot. Climbed the steps. The cabin smelled of diesel and damp clothes. He found a window seat in the very back row and sat down. Placed the document folder on his lap.
The engine roared to life. The streetscape outside began to recede. He closed his eyes and silently recited the next node: 8:42, arrive at provincial capital passenger station. Transfer to Bus Route 3. 9:04, arrive at South Gate of Provincial University of Technology. 9:12, enter the administration building.
The wheels hit potholes. The bus jolted violently. The gauze on his left foot shifted, the tape edges grinding against the wound. He opened his eyes, adjusted his posture, and shifted his weight to his right leg. He pulled the ledger from his pocket. Opened it. Wrote in the "Departure" column: 06:40. Actual departure.
His phone vibrated. A new text. Sender: Lao Zhou. "Got all the materials? Stay safe on the road. For the afternoon Chinese exam, don't stray from the essay prompt."
Lin Chen replied: "All set. Filed. Will enter the exam hall on time this afternoon."
He put the phone away and looked out the window. The fog was being torn apart by the morning light. The distant mountain ridges revealed their outlines. The bus accelerated on the national highway. Wind poured through the half-open window, carrying the chill of early spring.
He didn't know how long the queue at the verification site would be. Didn't know if the Academic Affairs filing receipt would hold off the invigilator's questions. Didn't know if his injured left foot could hold out until 2:00 PM.
He only knew the bus was moving. There was no turning back.
He reached into his backpack and felt the filing receipt stamped with red ink. The paper was rough. The ink slightly raised.
He slipped it into his error notebook. Closed it.
The bus entered the provincial capital's ring road. Traffic on the overpass grew dense. Lin Chen checked his watch: 8:15. Twenty-seven minutes ahead of schedule. He exhaled in relief. But his phone vibrated again. This time, a mass notification from the Provincial University of Technology Admissions Office: "Due to system upgrades, today's verification location has been temporarily relocated to Building B of the Experimental Complex on the North Campus. Administration Building Room 301 is suspended. Please follow the new route. Late arrivals will not be accommodated."
North Campus. Three kilometers from the South Gate. No direct bus. A forty-minute walk.
Lin Chen stared at the screen. His breath hitched.
He opened his ledger. Crossed out "9:12, Administration Building." Wrote: "9:15, North Campus Building B. Margin: negative twelve."
The bus kept moving. The buildings outside grew taller. He gripped the handrail. His knuckles turned white.
The road had changed. But the scale remained.
He lowered his head and began recalculating.
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